Hehehehe. I am terribly sorry to myself that hasn’t been able to maintain this “little things” i have. Not because i became ignorance, however it seems that i became more and more…. euh…. how should i say this in a good way? need to learn more about my new responsibility.
Well, thats until i found that the essence of life is about learning, learning and learning. To improve yourself day to day basis to be a better person. Am i a better person yet? well, is some i am but i don’t believe i am in the whole. There would be something of me that could not satisfy every people, not even me. I too have something to say about myself. hehehehe. Myself is not enough for myself. In this point, i hope none would confuse. Or did i wrote this to make people confuse? To let them not knowing: “what the hell did a spoke about?” hehehe. everything is possible.
Let see what i could possibly have to fill in this “little things”.
Let me just do the following to release my burden a little bit.
Its unfortunate of me for not finding the way to increase the above font into 72 or 100 points. 🙂 At a time like this, it would really cool to be able to do it in a valley, where you can hear your echo-scream.
hihihi. i imagine if there were birds there, they would be scared and flew all over the way. Hm… from which will most birds flew? From my scream or the echo? Depend on the reach of the voice i think.
Today, i am afraid i had created/released another psycho in this very world. And her first target was me. Hohohohoho. Let’s see whats she got for me. 😛
And today i have to do some works. Which is very sucks. Coz today is holiday!!! DARN!! T_T
What would you do when you have vision of the future?
I must say that i believe that some people are blessed with ability to look some signs on what happen in the future. And it occur to me the above question.
If you have vision of the future, what would you do?
The vision is usually just some clips and sensation. And sometimes you could feel that to get the event happened, some requirements needed. Its not clear and open for interpretation. One experience would tell on what is the message from the unclear clips.
So, when thats happen, would you avoid on the bad event that would happen? Or you just go and follow the path?
I must say this very proudly. As a junior officer, i was entrusted to deal with national workplan of my organization. It is amazing since all sites are depend on my work. hihihi. It was felt good to hold such power.
However, it was really suck dealing with such responsibility, especially when the deadline approaching very fast (and we made it to meet the deadline, ehm, 1 weeks past the deadline). I must say, it was really really really terrible two weeks. And before long, i just lost on “what have i done in July?” Honestly, i lost track on July. Can’t remember anything but the workplan.
But hey, i still remember when i took my mom, lil sister and lil cousin to the cinema and watch Kungfu Panda. Hahahahahaha. Its a MUST SEE movie. Really funny movie. Just the right ingredient to release all of those stress with laugh.
And pleasure after pleasure, i ended up watching 3 more movies just in this month. The Dark Night (the joker is really cool), Wanted (its a WOW movie. I cant close my jaw seeing the action in the movie. ), and Hancock (what did i think when i decided to go watch this movie? It a big no no movie, really).
Here i am again. Putting something to this gigantically hectic cyber world. Wondering how long this writing be recorded in cyber world. Paper could survive up to hundreds of years. Writing in paper could survive thousands of years. How long could virtual writing could survive? A seconds perhaps? But how bout the server? Could there be still cunks of everybodys writing there? Even tough it is deleted.
For those times when i couldn’t write in this particular blog, many surely had happened.
I found spiritual lack of me that needed to be fixed. Well, if it is a software, it should called major fixed of alpha version. Yup. It is still alpha and it evolving. Hope it was for better 🙂
Actually it was some kind of reminder on what to fix. Only in other way of it. Just cool.
And you know what, it was affirmative again that speaking of your problem could help. And you just need to find the right person to push that button to improve and move forward. Can’t wait to write more on what i found in the next posts.
By the time i wrote this entry, global oil price has hiked into USD140. The impact to people in Indonesia is reflected by the government decision to raise oil price on 30 April 2008. Not a popular policy, for certain.
We are living on oil and gas. Yes. Thats true. Our daily basis is running on oil. Every sector and segment of people live has been very depended on oil. Thus, oil has became crucial commodity, if not to say “live or die” commodity. No wonder if certain country invade other country for oil (thats by hiding behind a false reasoning).
I’m writing this post with tear….
I am witnessing a fall of a friend.
Meeting could bring you to somewhere else, from that point of that meeting.
I was so surprise of what happen to a friend of mine. Met with someone has made life so much changed. Go to college with funding from this person. And then, woosh. Gone. Out of contact.
The last time i saw this friend of mine was in a Mall when i took Shalat Maghrib. I can see that something changed. And its not something what i called, improvement. It so much less than when i knew this friend. And i was sad.
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I came from a huge family.
Well, thats was the word i use to describe how big is my big family. My mother came from 14 brothers and sisters. She was the 12th child. And my father, well, he was from 10 brothers and sisters.
When it came to have a family meeting, usually during Idul Fitri, everyone would come, thats to include my cousins, nephew, my niece. Well, how should i say it. I thing if we would made a real estate, all could be filled with only my family. Thats what i called HUGE.