Reporting in 200810

Hehehehe.  I am terribly sorry to myself that hasn’t been able to maintain this “little things” i have.  Not because i became ignorance, however it seems that i became more and more…. euh…. how should i say this in a good way?  need to learn more about my new responsibility.

Well, thats until i found that the essence of life is about learning, learning and learning.  To improve yourself day to day basis to be a better person.  Am i a better person yet?  well, is some i am but i don’t believe i am in the whole.  There would be something of me that could not satisfy every people, not even me.   I too have something to say about myself.  hehehehe.  Myself is not enough for myself.  In this point, i hope none would confuse.  Or did i wrote this to make people confuse?  To let them not knowing: “what the hell did a spoke about?” hehehe.  everything is possible.

Let see what i could possibly have to fill in this “little things”.



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Scream Out Loud

Let me just do the following to release my burden a little bit.


Thank you.

Its unfortunate of me for not finding the way to increase the above font into 72 or 100 points. 🙂  At a time like this, it would really cool to be able to do it in a valley, where you can hear your echo-scream. 

hihihi.  i imagine if there were birds there, they would be scared and flew all over the way.  Hm… from which will most birds flew?  From my scream or the echo?  Depend on the reach of the voice i think.

Today, i am afraid i had created/released another psycho in this very world.  And her first target was me.  Hohohohoho.  Let’s see whats she got for me.  😛

And today i have to do some works.  Which is very sucks.  Coz today is holiday!!!  DARN!! T_T

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What would you do when you have vision of the future?

I must say that i believe that some people are blessed with ability to look some signs on what happen in the future.  And it occur to me the above question.

If you have vision of the future, what would you do?

The vision is usually just some clips and sensation.  And sometimes you could feel that to get the event happened, some requirements needed. Its not clear and open for interpretation.  One experience would tell on what is the message from the unclear clips.

So, when thats happen, would you avoid on the bad event that would happen?  Or you just go and follow the path?

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Keep moving forward

Well, well.  Here i am again with my evil.

I have finished my term from one, yet i could say i am not satisfied.  And here i am after some storm almost get on my foot to met another evil.  This evil comes from my identification on the last term.

Hmm…. I said.  There are lots to be fixed.  I must dare to say that i have almost conquer one evil and more are coming.

One of my best friend would be gone to Europe for two  years.  And this has gave me another sensation of “when things must go on, you couldn’t just stay still.” 😛

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Social Working Group “Melati”

The Social Working Group “Melati” is a group of volunteers that focus on children.  They started as a mobile library that brought boxes of books from one kampong to others to let children have opportunity to read.  Yea.  Reading is such luxury for most people in Indonesia (can anyone provide statistic here?).  The high priced of books was one of the reason that supported by lack of buying ability from community.

Starting from that point, Melati has mission to reduce the gaps and give those children that opportunity.  After times, their work was then improved by providing a book corner for street and poor children in the southern part of Jakarta.  In this corner, volunteers were gather to provide children education and also give them opportunity to dream.  Yea.  If one should be a great man, the one should have dream for dreams gave people objective and urge to pursue.

In this what so called basecamp, they open the house each saturday and sunday and let children come: to read, to draw, to sing, to learn english and one in a time take children out to interesting places to let them see the different insight and stimulate them to thing, to dream and to wonder.

In this event, that called outing, volunteers were working tremendous effort to fundraising by selling self made items such as pins, t-shirt, sticker, mugs, decorative pencil, chocolate, and more.  With their “independent” philosophy, the out for providing the fund by themself and some small amount were expected from companies.

I just joined them for a couple of weeks and i can see how hard were they working.  In every opportunity, children were invited to events hold by many stakeholders.  For example that i found very interesting is the yesterday’s “Children Reading Centers Olympic” which in Bahasa is “Olimpiade Taman Bacaan Anak-anak = OTBA”

Unfortunate to say that i was unable to see by myself what is this OTBA due to i went for a survey for the outcoming Outing.  But from several times explanation from different people, this OTBA seems to be a packets of competition for children from many reading centers.  The Melati Reading Center have wont the first and second prize for painting.  Well done children.

So, for the next outing, the Melati has decided to brought the theme “Kembali Kampoeng” or back to the village.  The purpose is to take children see the life in villages that different than the environment the life in.  We are hoping that they could appreciate more on environment and hopefully they would be some adoption of the way of life in the village they visit.

So, if you happen to met with volunteers from Melati and offer you some merchandise, do not hesitate to take 5 or 7 items and donate some money for the children.  😀


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Craving for History

I must say this very proudly.  As a junior officer, i was entrusted to deal with national workplan of my organization.  It is amazing since all sites are depend on my work.  hihihi.  It was felt good to hold such power.

However, it was really suck dealing with such responsibility, especially when the deadline approaching very fast (and we made it to meet the deadline, ehm, 1 weeks past the deadline).  I must say, it was really really really terrible two weeks.  And before long, i just lost on “what have i done in July?”  Honestly, i lost track on July.  Can’t remember anything but the workplan.

But hey, i still remember when i took my mom, lil sister and lil cousin to the cinema and watch Kungfu Panda.  Hahahahahaha.  Its a MUST SEE movie.  Really funny movie.  Just the right ingredient to release all of those stress with laugh.

And pleasure after pleasure, i ended up watching 3 more movies just in this month.  The Dark Night (the joker is really cool), Wanted (its a WOW movie.  I cant close my jaw seeing the action in the movie. ), and Hancock (what did i think when i decided to go watch this movie?  It a big no no movie, really).


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First post in July 2008

Hello there again world!

Here i am again.  Putting something to this gigantically hectic cyber world.  Wondering how long this writing be recorded in cyber world.  Paper could survive up to hundreds of years.  Writing in paper could survive thousands of years.  How long could virtual writing could survive?  A seconds perhaps?  But how bout the server?  Could there be still cunks of everybodys writing there?  Even tough it is deleted.

For those times when i couldn’t write in this particular blog, many surely had happened.

I found spiritual lack of me that needed to be fixed.  Well, if it is a software, it should called major fixed of alpha version.  Yup.  It is still alpha and it evolving.  Hope it was for better 🙂

Actually it was some kind of reminder on what to fix.  Only in other way of it.  Just cool.

And you know what, it was affirmative again that speaking of your problem could help.  And you just need to find the right person to push that button to improve and move forward.  Can’t wait to write more on what i found in the next posts.


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Again, about gasoline price hike

By the time i wrote this entry, global oil price has hiked into USD140.  The impact to people in Indonesia is reflected by the government decision to raise oil price on 30 April 2008.  Not a popular policy, for certain.

We are living on oil and gas.  Yes.  Thats true.  Our daily basis is running on oil.  Every sector and segment of people live has been very depended on oil.  Thus, oil has became crucial commodity, if not to say “live or die” commodity.  No wonder if certain country invade other country for oil (thats by hiding behind a false reasoning).

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A Fall of a Friend

I’m writing this post with tear….

I am witnessing a fall of a friend.

Meeting could bring you to somewhere else, from that point of that meeting.

I was so surprise of what happen to a friend of mine.  Met with someone has made life so much changed.  Go to college with funding from this person.  And then, woosh.  Gone.  Out of contact.

The last time i saw this friend of mine was in a Mall when i took Shalat Maghrib.  I can see that something changed.  And its not something what i called, improvement.  It so much less than when i knew this friend.  And i was sad.

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Family Matters

I came from a huge family.

Well, thats was the word i use to describe how big is my big family.  My mother came from 14 brothers and sisters.  She was the 12th child.  And my father, well, he was from 10 brothers and sisters.

When it came to have a family meeting, usually during Idul Fitri, everyone would come, thats to include my cousins, nephew, my niece.  Well, how should i say it.  I thing if we would made a real estate, all could be filled with only my family.  Thats what i called HUGE.

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